Day Nineteen: Don’t Stop the Rockin’
Today is a free writing day. Write at least four-hundred words, and once you start typing, don’t stop. No self-editing, no trash-talking, and no second guessing: just go. Bonus points if you tackle an idea you’ve been playing with but think is too silly to post about.
I spent a few days fasting frm online activities.
My weekend was eventful. followed by a holiday. but that is not the reaosn for fasting.
I accidentally washed my iPhone with the laundry. Don’t laugh at me yet . There is more.
Two years ago I dropped my Iphone in the toilet.
I thought I had had enough telephone losses from my sheer stupidity.
I spent one day totally offline except for briefly using my home computer. It wasn’t a bad feeling at all.
I carried on my fasting, as there was hardly any time to blog or email anyways.
One thing bothered me though. I was late with all my wrting 101 assignments and didn’t read or comment on any blog.
It also bothered me when the guy at the phone shop asked me what would be mynext idea to destroyu my phone. I had to laugh though. How cute. Not.
When I was back online on wednesady, I wrote first day sixteen’s task. I skipped day seventeen as I didn’t like to talk about fear. again?
Fear is so much overemphasized in our society. We live oin fear, , we come to a blogging course and have again to write aboit fear.another subject, please? but not about kim kardashian.
And why is always so personal? shall we write aboyt why people don’t read your posts but still like it, just one second after you posted 1000 words? wow…talking about dynamic reading…theyre geniuses and must have an exceptional IQ. Stop doing that please. i don’t mind if you don’t read. thats ok. relax. but spare yourself the trouble to ‘like’ what you don’t need to.
I wrote about that fear thing last year when doing NaBloPOMo. I haven’t acquired any new fear. That was all. And that is still the same.
I didn’t like some comments back then. That might be the origin of my blockage/hate now.
Why? because i see often in many blogs that when people share something personal, there are commenteerss assuming that they are sharing because they are weak and in in serach of online psychotherepay. I don’t know about other people’s motives, but minee. I don’t use blogging for personal journaling. when I share something here is because I am ok with that and not because I am looking for help.got it?
aha, now you’re thinking that am hiding my feelings…and that i may need to talk about it with someone.. no, i am fairly open and have done psychoanalysis too. i studied psychology and worked as one before becoming a corporate execjunkie…i like this term..may use it again. but…ues, but… am not one with the universe. privacy is great. i like my anonymity.
I have been and continue being an indeoendent person. I truly don’t favor assumptions and uncsolicited help. and love reciproicty.
If someone blogs aboit their troubles, I may cheer the person up but never will use words implying that the person iss in amess, lost, unable to resolve his or her own problems. people need to hear that they can make it.
I don’t want to post again my take on my worse fears. It may seem like a lazy act. But I may do it. I will think about when I am not wrtig in free flow…When my rationality rules again.
Have I reached at least 400 words yet? guess much more. i write too much.
These ramblongs may be my worse post ever. Typos all over and no meaning.sorry if you hated this..i will now read how much damage i left behind. cannot edit,though..it was fun.
Is this trash-talking?
I trust you gathered that I wrote this draft before eventually deciding to write about fear for day seventeen…